Only ended filming, it's only the 2nd day and I am feeling so bored. I am a real workaholic. Actually, I just wana work so that I can forget about those things and person I don't want to remember. I am still feeling so angry / mix up / unjustified over the matter. He said he loves me and will wait for me, but he found a new person in his life first! I went down on my pride by begging him back but he said "we are still friends". Bullshits! All the talks about waiting for me, loving me are all rubbish! I am so hurt! Just want to work like no tomorrow so I can forget about guys and love issues.
I am married to my works. I don't want to. I just want a normal relationship with the man I love. That's not difficult rite?
Am already 27, going 28 next year. When can I can a man who will be willing to marry me? I don't want to wait until all my friends got married and have kids and I am still single and looking. It will be too painful for me.
I am scared.... really scared....
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