Another week has past

Second week in the company and left has been the same. Boring, tiring, depressions. 2nd AD has finally come in and after so many projects, so long, another guy as 2nd AD. Hoping that he doesn't turn up like CW.

He came online, then know that his grandfather pass away. Although I seldom talk to him whenever I went over to his house, but still got sort of communicate with him. I don't think I wana go to the funeral course I don't wana feel funny not knowing what to talk to him about and how to behave especially if his girlfriend is around.

Making myself busy nowadays, beside doing stuffs at own work, helping Jeremy with his project, helping Hansel in his portfolio. Just making myself busy untill I don't have the time to think of anything else. Is this the life I wan to lead? Sad? Lonely? Miserable? What's the type of life I wan? I don't know anymore... I am unsure... I am confuse... I am lost...