Been working non-stop for the past few days, actually since 27 May. Rather tiring and still trying to hang on there.

Got blue-black over me, sprain my leg, mosqito bites...

5 more episodes to go. Hanging on there.

Birthday feelings

The whole of my birthday was spent filming. The day started from 830am and end at 12am. I didn't even get to celebrate and do anything relaxing or I like. There goes my 29 birthday.

The day before my birthday, I went wushu guang. Chat with Yan Bin and Wang Liang, Wang Liang gave me my very first birthday gift.

Then halfway through filming on Sat, the casts gave me surprise. Then I ate my first birthday cake and got my first balloon as gift.

Just hope that everything goes well and smooth for current project.

好难过

4 more days to my birthday, I am not happy nor excited at all. Not feeling very happy with myself and hate myself alot. Beside the point that I got into the project half way its production, I got alot of things to catch up on. Feel that I am getting old, mentally and physically I can stand it anymore. I had a hard time catching up and remembering stuffs. I really hate myself. I am not performing my usual self. This project is so rush and to make it worse, I got 2 PA, Fatila is great. She is hanging on there. However, the 2nd PA is always quitting. The gal quit cos she felt that production isn't for her, then the replacement guy quit cos he said his family don't support him. I find that its rather "crap" cos if you have all this "reasons", don't take up the project in the first place.

Damn shit. I feel very shitty.