It's over

The short few weeks relationship is over. We are just not right for each other. He don't feel comfortabe having anyone and don't want to commit into any relationship right now. I don't hate him or blame him but I really feel hurt and sad that a relationship has to end. Though I still love him, I know that love can't be force. He prefer to remain as friends.

I am very sad. My heart has died once again. Why am I living on this earth for? No one loves me. My requirement isn't very difficult. Just someone to pamper and loves me. Am I asking for too much? After being through the past relationships, I have begin to take things easy and not be demanding. Is this a punishment for me? God! Are you trying to test me or just want to let me live the rest of my life alone? I really hate myself!

CHERLYN TAN I HATE YOU!