好心痛

我今天哭了很多次，哭到我很累。喝了约本我要戒掉的酒。我的心好痛好痛。痛到我无法不去想他。萧十一郎，你一定要好起来！

Been busy with The Gang recently, rushing out preprod, which we are filming on 4th, 12-16th Oct. Rather panic and slight stress over alot of unsettle stuffs. Lucky, I have a team of rather great PAs and PM to support me.

Unsure if he can do the project or not, cos I have not heard any reply from him yet. I really hope everything will turn up well and fine for him.

Next week will be a crazy week for me, I got to settle whatever I can settle for 4th shoot by 30th Sept. I can't do anything on 1st and 2nd cos I have to handle Sharon's gig, with the rehearsal and actual day.

The Gang will wrap rather fast, which I am panic also. Cos so far no company or rather no one book me for any other projects yet. This is sad and depressing. It's not a good sign for me.

Got to start hunting for projects soon liao. I miss the days I am super packed and busy with projects overlapping or one after another.

心痛

昨晚我听到一个很心痛的消息。我哭了，我已经很久没哭过了。我的心真的很痛很痛。

希望他真的会没事，一切会顺利。

You will be fine, you will be alright. Nothing will happen to you. You will be fine.

I outburst my anger at him, I don't mean to but I just find that it's unfair. He is already having such hard life and this thing has to happen. Why?!

You will be fine.... you will be fine...