Learning

7 more days of filming, from 8th-14th without any off day. Got to hang on and survive. Learn alot of things from Emida and Ellery. They teach me and keep telling me that I am doing very good and fine. Have to learn to be like them, on how to handle stress and pressure without breaking down.
My girls are still learning and there are still alot of things they don't understand and don't see the view and version like Ellery and me. Really hope that they will carry the passions they have in the beginning, carry the passions to the end. In this trade, passions is the the only thing to keep one going. Cos our pay sucks, working hours sucks, everything sucks. It's the passions that keep me going also.
During the past few days of hard filmings, I suddently miss him. He coming to fetch me to work and from work, he buying foods for me, he listening to my conplains and nagging, he just being there for me. I am someone of big pride, so there is no way I will ask him back myself. So... just leave it to fate then.
Craving for japanese foods, international buffet, bascially good foods with wines. Need to pamper myself after this project, then I can move on to next project.