Needs............

Been to quite afew interviews lately, so far no reply yet, except for one company. Ask me to be their location researcher, although the rate isn't bad but still I not really okay as researcher yet. It's not my comfortable zone as to speak. So I reject the offer but hopefully the company will keep me in mind should they need AD lor. Hoping to do AD for the feature film I went interview for. The interview I went this morning for the sitcome and drama isn't bad too. At least the company people know of lor.

Filmat36 been calling me asking me when can I start work... have been delaying and delaying... cos I wana try and do other company. *cross my fingers* hope 1 of the company call me 1st lor.

I really wana start work soon, so I will not think of other issues and stop my depressions fast. I need to have income coming in also. Have not given parents this month allowance and CNY money yet. Have to find money to pay for CNY buffet. Have to pay X.A money. Have to pay handphone bill. Shit!

I need motivation! I need love! I need someone to pamper me! I need friends! I need money! I need to find myself back! I need to stop hating myself!