Bangkok memory

Bangkok used to be 1 of my favourite country to go to... nowm I don't think I wana return back there anymore.

The very moment I touch down at BKK airport, I lost my laptop! I was carrying it all the way from Spore to BKK airport. Then while waiting for my dad to smoke finish at the taxi stand, I put laptop on the seat and just left it there when I got onto the taxi.

By the the I realise it and return back to airport, it's gone. The CCTV can't check on anything and no one return to the lost & found counter. I cried on the spot. Break down really hard. Called him and he console me. Glad to hear his voice at that moment. The police at the airport and the hotel staffs are all very nice and help me to find though it's gone forever.

It's the 2nd day that it's gone and I am still very sore and irrated by the fact that it's gone due to my stupidity. I just hate myself for losing it.

Now, I got to find ways and means to buy a new laptop and retrive all the data and information back. The progress will kill me for sure. I almost kill myself on the spot when I know that I forgot to take my laptop. I really almost wana kill myself if not for his voice and him.

Now, I got works and blogs and stuffs that I can't do due to my stupidity and blur-ness.

All my artistes showreels and everything all gone and I got to re-do again.

I just hope that my luck will change for the better, with new laptop and attactment to China/HK. I really hope and wish for it to happen to me.