Unwell

Have been sick since last week, first I "lao sai", then I vomit, follow by sore throat, flu, aching body, gastric. Maybe I don't have enough rest, that's why body and health drop.

Have not meet dear for afew days already, wonder how is he now. Have a mutal understanding that I will give him time and patience for him to get into the relationship. So will not force him to meet him or do anything for me. Wonder what type of relationship I am having.

Wana learn diving. Under water world is so nice and peaceful.

Filming got delay, as usual for any productions.

Seems like all 3 Directors for the sitcom are rather nice and friendly.

To those who read my blog

Went drinking with Theresa and Sam after work last night, had a great night chilling out with them at Que Pasa. Left the place at 10pm plus, went to Liquid Kitchen at Serangoon Garden with Sam. On the cab, I called Sis to join me, but she isn't free. Then she told me that "he" has been reading on my blog and asking her questions about me. That got me abit piss off. Reading my blog is okay, since the first day I decided to write on blog, I know that some how or rather, people that I like / dislike and people that I know / unknow will read. But the main issue is that since you read and have question on your mind, can go ahead and ask me instead of bothering my Sis. Whatever happen to me in my life, has nothing to do with her. She has her own problems and troubles and daily stuffs, she isn't answeable to my life.

If you are concern about me as a friend, then you can directly ask me. You know who you are, cos I did sms you (out of the blue) last night. Also, should you (anyone out there) who leaves comments in blog, please don't sign off with the name "passerby". If you can leave comments, you might as well leave your name too. You know who you are. I will not hunt you or kill you if you leave your name, which I don't even have the time and bother to.

Well... I just wana voice out my feelings which I have been in my heart and mind since last night. No offends to anyone.

Saturaday outing

Was suppose to go Sentosa, Victor's house yesterday. But the whole plan got cancel and when I called Victor, he sound rather angry with me. I don't mean to cancel it but out of 6 people, 2 can't join at all, 2 going for a free screening until don't know what time and then 1 got filming until 3am. I mean, what's the point right? Oh well, there's nothing I can do. I can only say sorry cos I called and tell him the plan cancel.

Then Hansol called at almost 9pm, we arrange to meet to go for a drink. We went drinking at Serangoon Garden, Liquid Kitchen. I had a bottle of beer and 2 cocktails. Chat till 2am then go home. It's rather fun and nice chatting with him. He is a guy with dreams and goals. Come all the way from Korea and be in Singapore alone, in order to learn Mandarin and acting. Really wish him the best.

Sunday afternoon now, what do I do today? How am I going to spend my time? Any friends want to go out with me?

New Begining

Date: 13th Marth 2007
Time:L 2330hrs
Venue: Dbl O

The above marks a new begining in my love relationship. We are going together as a couple. Although we have our differences, we are giving each other a try and hoping to make our relationship works. Me 28, he 36. Both of us agree that we are not getting young anymore, so we have to make it work.

He sent me home in taxi cos he sent his car for repair yesterday. He was rather upset that it had to rain when he sent his car to repair but... I manage to make him smile again. Heehee...

Hoping for the best.

Dear

My dear, who isn't my boyfriend, is coming for an audition today. Although I know that most likely he will not be picked as the main lead, however, I still hope that he can appear in at least 1 of the episodes.

He has the face of Ch8 but can't speak Mandarin that well, has been acting for afew years already. Just hope that he can get a 2nd chance after that time auditioning for Heartlanders.

Miss you

Went to watch "Men Tu" finally with Sam, it's a great show. At least after watching it, I never walk out of the cinema unhappy. Andy Lau's acting is wonderful, the new actress is great and Daniel's acting has improve alot. After watching, went straight home. Actually, before watching, had dinner with Sam and we gossipes and talk alot of rubbish. A great guy whom I am believe can make it in this industry.

Another boring Sat, staying at home with nothing to do. Have a shoot today but last minute got cancel. Friends not free to go out. Boring. Miss going out with those friends whom we used to be so close yet so far now. Simon, Donovan, Bryan, Angeline, Sharon, Xing Ang, Stephen ...

As what I always believe, friends wiill start to spend less time with you when they find their love ones or start their careers. Oh well ...

Waiting for filming to start

Finally the other 1st AD for DF project is back in office from his 1st project. Quite a nice guy, can take jokes and can communicate, only 23, in the industry for a year.

Nothing much to do for project for now, only for some researches. So help in auditions lor. Locations Researcher will officially report work next Mon, a lady whom I never work before. Glenn will be the Director, he knows me, through Ellery. Was taken aback when he said he knows me and saw me before. Hahahaha....

Victor always says that "Cherlyn, who don't know her". Please lar! Kanasai! I am just a unknown AD who is still trying to make it as a Director lor. People will still ask "who is Cherlyn ah?"

Haiz....

Hansol Seo will be in Singapore on 17th, be meeting him on 18th maybe. He be staying in East Coast area.

Injury

Last week was one of my busy periods, weekdays was working and auditioning in office then weekend filming. After last audition on Friday around 7pm, had dinner and then meeting for Sun filming. By the time I reach home it's around 2am, sleep afew hours only course had a filming on Sat which the call time was 9am at Clementi. Clementi is so far lor.

Filming was fun and it's the last day also, although Victor had flu but he still hang on all the way. Once again, thanks to all the for making the short film together and agreeing to help up when I call.

Had dinner then went home course Sun got overnight filming. Was up at 10am course need to go check equipments and buy props and stuffs for the filming. The filming was fun too! The team is small but everyone helps up and filming ends smoothly. The filming ended earlier than plan, we warp at 430am (1 hour earlier, we plan at 6am). Packed and tidy up the place, reach home at almost 6am.

Actually wanted to go to work which I have to reach at 1030am but I just can't make it. I got sudden sore throat and whole body aching. So call and report sick lor. Anyway, my leg got problem again, so can't walk properly also. Slept until 530pm. Finally check my leg, they are full of fresh injuries marks.

I think I have to stop helping in short film for a while course, it's all spending money but no income coming in. I need to get my Feb pay from DF this week. If not I die ah.

New Surprises

Am so sleepy now, my eyes can hardly open. Have a string of auditions until 7pm , which started at 11am this morning. Having a short break now while waiting the the next one to come.

PM just told me that I am confirm in for District 9, their another drama after current project.

Had meeting last night about this Sunday filming (which is last minute being told to shoot yesterday afternoon), another short film. Discussion till 2am then reach home, make a lists of what I have to do until 5am then sleep. Woke at 730am so that I can reach office at 9am to settle the 2 short films stuffs before auditions starts. But... the office only opens till 935am! Lucky, I never waste my time. Did some calling and settle afew things.

Sunday shoot should be all settled, sponsors all done. *Cross fingers damn hard*

I really hope that 2007 will be a great year for me in career, course I don't have much hope in love already. Loss faith already.

Old work place

Yesterday, went to MCS library with Avril to do research for current project. The route walking towards MCS seems so familiar and bring back memory, horrible memories actually. The "taking a very deep breathe" before walking in and avoiding bombs everywhere. Sian. Consider I have to shoot inside the studio when project starts, seeing those familiar faces.

As we were walking towards library, met Daniel (AD).

In library, met Emida and one of her staff doing research also. So fun! We did abit of research then went lunch in canteen together.

Emida and her staff went off first after doing abit more research after lunch. Avril and I did until 6pm, as it's still raining, we went to the canteen to grap hot drinks while waiting for rain to stop. Met Zhen Si Mei, we chat for awhile and she still remembers me. So happy! Cos she is one of the artistes I like in MCS.

Waited for a cab for about an hour, with the super long q of people waiting.

It's been raining since yesterday, such a nice weather to sleep in.

Ellery just sms me asking me to help up in a shoot for the weekends, need to find out more details. Don't really want to crash with Jeremy's shoot, see how lar.