Stretching to the limit

I hae been stretching myself to the limits since early last month. I think I am pulling too much and is exhasted and beat up. I really need motivation to work and move my engines. Everyday is a new challenge, new surprises, new hipcups, new updates. Today I am especially tired and burn out. Trying to keep everything in place and order seems like a great challenge to me now. To make it worse, when I check my email, I receive a new bomb. The bomb is a problem to me and will hinder in my work progress and schedules.

Although, I know that the pay masters don't really care and bother, but it does to me. It will mean my reputation (should I have any) and the current plan that I am carrying out.

On the good side though, it's a form of motivation to work harder towards my plan and I really am going to do and enforce it. For myself and for others. I just need support, as in physical and real supports, not moral ones. I will work towards my aim. It may fails but at least I can proudly say that I tried.

I just need enough time to enforce on it.