5 more days to 2009. Times really fly fast. How did I celebrate my X'mas you might ask, so I will do a recap for you.

13th: Went to Jason Tai's house for his baby, Ethan Tai, full month gathering. His baby is so cute and Kai Li was saying that when he grow up, he will be very handsome. Jason was complaining about his current project, yet again. Hahaha... then his usual sentence "Cherlyn, you wana come save XXX, since you had saved REM" He is such a joker. Not many industry people went though, thought I can do a great catching up with the rest. Me, Kai Li, Alvin, Derrick & gal, Leslie and Glenn turn up.

After leaving Jason's house, me, Kai Li and Leslie went for dinner at Jurong Point. Watched "Bolt" with Leslie, a terrible show with terrible graphics and animations.

16th: Met up with Candy, Vanessa, Alvin, Felicia, Evan and Grace for gathering and post celebration for Candy's birthday. Alvin is so nice to come pick me up using Candy's dad's car cos of my sprain leg. At least it goes to show that 小弟小妹 still likes me although I am rather fierce and stern. Had our dinner at Marina Square, which Vanessa left after dinner. Went for KTV after dinner which a stupid waitress in KBox did.

Alvin went to order a cake from KBox itself and asked them to bring it in the room after 30 minutes. As I was singing halfway, the waitress came in and asked directly in front of Candy "Can I serve the cake now?" Everyone stoned and blured on the spot. After the waitress left the room to get the cake, I was cursing so much which my 小弟小妹 was laughing. "If she is my PA or something, I will have kick her into the sea liao." was what I said.

Anyway, after singing we went to have roti prata. Evan was so nice to send me home after that.

18th: Went to discuss a project with a production company and collected a cheque from another nearby company. Will be starting a new project on 01st Feb and should end around 19th April. Got Mark in as the project DOP. Long time never see Mark liao, he is still as funny as ever. He sent me home when he see my leg in bandage. So sweet.

22nd: Met Candy at 1pm to watch IP Man. It's a great and excellance movie. I love the fighting scenes and talking scenes. I cried alot of times during the movie. After watching, we went to Vanessa's office. I had to transfer some stuffs to her. After that, Candy and I went to another company. I recommend Candy as the PM for another project which I am glad that she got it.

As I was waiting for Candy, the company bosses ask me in to their office to chat. The chat didn't really turn up great I guess, cause I was telling them about the manpower issues and budget issues. Hahaha... I didn't said it too bluntly though, I keep smiling and joking with them as I "complain". Hahahaha...

After that, I went to meet Donovan for dinner before heading off to a KTV session with him and Victor. Donovan left first, followed by Victor and me.

24th: Met up with Arnold and Candy for dinner before proceeding to Roomfull Of Blues for drinks. Had our countdown there. Arnold paid for everything, so nice and sweet of him. Only afew people turn up. Jason Yun, Arnold's friend Siva. Then Joel and father turn up only after the countdown and had a drink, then leave with Arnold.

That's all for the recap. Will be having a wedding shoot on 30th. Glad that I can finally get busy and get paid also.

As the year 2008 is coming to an end, I starts to recap what have I been doing. Nothing great but had afew projects that I am rather proud of. Done my very first travelogue, been to Bangkok, Tokyo, Ho Chin Minh City and Shanghai for the first time. Done by very first music video. Done a kids drama that won an award.

Work wise, everything has been going rather smoothly.

Love relationship wise, nothing is happening. Hope for my Mr Right to appear but the longer I wait, the more depressing the suitation it becomes. I am not looking for super handsome nor super rich, just someone who loves me and I will love him. Someone who can understands my job and pampers me.

10 more days to Christmas and 16 more days to 2009. Just hope that I can find that special someone to celebrate with me and spend the moment with me. 2009 means I be 30 years old, how many more years do I have to wait, I have no idea.

Seeing friends and couples together always make me envy.

This blog is rather emo I know. Just wana say out my thoughts at this moment. Hasn't been sleeping well for the past few nights. My thoughts are in a mess. However, I wana thank my friends who are always there for me in my darkest moment no matter what happen. Sharon, Ellery and Victor, you guys will always be in my heart and will always be my good friends forever.

REM WON!

The rescults are out for 2008 Asia Television Awards, REM: The Next Generation won this year "Best Children Programme"!

WOW! YAHOO! So happy! Everyone did a great job, all the sweat, pain and sleepless night is worth it. Aaron says he will organise a party to celebrate the win. Oh right!

Uploaded photos

I finally upload my travelogue photos to facebook. Feel free to leave your comments. Will have afew events to attend this week and next week... be limping all the way... But I know that I will recover by 28th cause I have a shoot on 30th. It's all my mind power.

Injured leg

I always have problems with my ankles, now it's worse. I injured myself during the travelogue filming, then when I return I have projects one after another which leaves me no time to see any sinseh.

I finally see the sinseh yesterday morning when I really can't bear with the pain anymore. Sinseh says I got internal injury in the vein and I need to fully rest my leg for at least 1 week or so. Now my left leg is in bandage. The current telemovie I will be stopping it as of today onwards cause I really can't stand for too long and I can't help in the moving of props and run about, so I decided to stop.

Just hope that my leg will recovery soon and in time for the wedding shoot.

Asia Television Awards 2008

I just found out that the kids drama I did "REM - The Next Generation" got nominated for Best Children Programme in 2008 Asia Television Awards. So happy! I am so proud to say that I am very involved in it. I spent sleepless nights over the project. Used up alot of my brain cells for the project. So very involved in it. From the props to locations to episodic castings to budget control etc.

This is the best news I have receive so far for 2008. Cross fingers that it will win the award.

Another new project

Just ended the MV shoot last night, very tired and dead. Sunday filming from 130pm to 230pm, by the time I got home, it was almost 4am. Then woke at 6am for filming from 645am. Am so dead even now. Just went for another meeting in another project, accepted it. Tomorrow call time at 7am, tiring. Lucky I don't have much responsibity for this telemovie. EP says it will wrap on 11th Dec, so will finish filming by next week. I just have to bear with the tiring for 1 week plus and I be done. Hoepfully can rest by then.

Been busy since the very moment I return to Singapore. Current project schedules keep changing everyday that it starts to get on my nerves.

Have wedding shoot next week also, right after my morning filming. Although its been very hectic and busy for me for the past few months or rather 2008, I am rather glad and I must say I am very lucky that I still have so many projects to do in this economy crises period.

My 2009 should be pack and hectic also, have projects line up which I hope that they will go on as plan.

I wish for a break and a holiday soon. Hoping to go back Tokyo, Hong Kong and Shanghai. Shanghai is the place I am aiming to go back to.

Came back to Singapore on 12th Nov at 1015pm, dad came to pick me up from the airport. Ended the 1 month of intense filming and flying of 5 countries. I learnt and experience alot from this project. Doing a travelogue has alot of things to do, to learn, to study and to understand.

Be starting my new project, a short term one on Mon. It's another new experience for me.

Hoping to do more new experience instead of the usual dramas and broadcast stuffs I always do.

Hoping for features to come in.

I am being emo again and depress again. Actually I have been feeing that way since the day I was in Ho Chin Minh City. Not sure when can I recover back, maybe I will stay this way for days or weeks or months... I am not sure and I don't know

Shanghai

It's my 3rd day in Shanghai, touch down on 06th at night. It's freezing cold here! Went to The Bund for filming just now, and I am so cold that I can't even talk clearly. It's 12 degree now, can you imagine how cold is it? Singapore the lowest it goes is only 25 degree. I am going to wear another jacket tomorrow and 2 pair of socks.

My ear are still very cold now. Should I wear my track pants inside my jean? Will decide before I sleep.

Hong Kong

Today is the 2nd day in Hong Kong and we have already change 2 hotels. Last night when we reach the orginial hotel that the fixer got for us, I am so uncomfortable about it. Have to walk into a alley and climb up steps to get to a non-aircon reception area. The the rooms walk way are link to resident homes which anyone can just climb over to our areas.

Now at another hotel, security is slightly better but the rooms are very small and the toilets are pityful. Not much walking non breathing space at all. We have to send the laundry ourselves and every morning I got to find ways to iron the host's clothes. Damn.

Whatever, I just hope to get to Shanghai quick and fast.

Other than the hotel, Hong Kong is bascially much better as compare to other countries I filmed in and that I felt more at home here. I roam around the streets alone in the afternoon and bought some clothes, CD and DVD.

Coming here reminds me of him. That year when we came here.

Last day at Ho Chin Minh City

Am so happy! It's my last day at Ho Chin Minh City and I be out of this terrible country with the terrible traffic. I can't get used to the food, the traffic, the people and the the whole place. It's just not my style.

Will be in Hong Kong tomorrow and I love Hong Kong. Been there once and finally I am back there again. A place where I understand what's everyone talking about and understand their culture. Most importantly, I can eat their food. Alot of my favourite food there. Must have their soup. I miss soup alot.

13 more days and I be back in Singapore. Starts of new projects plus the re-shoot of 1 segment of the Singapore travelogue episode.

Did anyone miss me?

Tokyo

4th day in Tokyo already and leaving in 3 days time to Ho Chin Minh. Love Tokyo, very beautiful and quiet. Streets are very clean and neat, alot of beautiful and handsome people on the streets. Temperature for the past few days are between 19-23 degree, to Tokyo people it's cooling and just nice. To me, it's rather cold. I am already almost freezing every day here, not sure if I can stand the coldness in Shanghai in Nov. Think I will ask WL to prepare some gloves for me, will definetly love to meet him there.

Staying in Kurumi Mansion is okay, the room is rather small on top of the fact that I am sharing with 2 other guys.

I really need a long break when I return back to Singapore. Have not been sleeping enough and well since I left Singapore.

Wondering if anyone miss me back in Singapore...

Tokyo

Today is the last day I will be in Bangkok, be going to Tokyo next. 1130am taking the plane but can only reach at 930pm cause we will have to via Hong Kong first.

Not sure how cold Tokyo will be cause I don't have much clothings with me. Have to carry alot of work stuffs so limit my own personal stuffs.

It's already so cold in the hotel room, I think I will die in Tokyo. I see if I can survive in Tokyo or not then I know if I can make it in Shanghai.

Will update my blog again soon.

Today is the 3rd day of filming in Bangkok, and this is what's been happening to me so far.

14th: Reach company at 930am, leave at 11am. Reach Bangkok at 330pm. Reach hotel at 430pm. Leave for dinner at 530pm. Production meeting with Bangkok fixers at 730pm which the meeting ends at 1230am. Reach back hotel and by the time I slept is almost 2am.

15th: Call time at 6am, which I woke at 5am. Filming around Bangkok which the temperature is terrible and horrible. The traffic is scary and vehicles are going in opposite directions. Wrap at 11pm. By the time I slept after settling emails and claims, it's 1am.

16th: Woke at 5am for 6am call time again. Filming halfway, we got to stop cause the Thai princess come out of the palace. Filming wraps at almost 11pm again. Slept at almost 1am again.

17th: Woke 5am, set off 6am AGAIN. So tiring. Filming at a cafe this afternoon and happen to witness a peace protest which makes up of 1000 people. Lucky nothing happen. Wrap early today at 830pm, but don't know what time I get to sleep tonight. Lucky, call time for tomorrow is 7am instead, 1 hour later than the 3 days.

My experience so far in Bangkok is that there are some rules and tradition that I find it un-usual and I don't think I can mentally handle them. Listening to the Thai language is something that I am still getting used to it. No offence to anyone from Thai but I don't think I will be used to the life here.

1 more day and I will be in Tokyo.

Flying off

I be flying off and away from Singapore for 1 month in another 24 hours. Am starting to feel not so panic but still very stress and pressure that something might happen or works get screw up. As my mood and as I am letting myself feel more relax, an idoit or rather a fucking asshole who has no fucking manners has to make my blood pressure boil to the max.

As I have no luggage, mum pass me one that she took from the store room. Things put in the store room means its for the family right. I came out from the toilet and there he was yelling and barking like a mad dog, saying that why I never ask before I took or use. Fuck lar! If its so personal and out of bounds for anyone to use including your own family, then put everything in your own room! Don't leave it in the store room!

Anyway, I have never see or view her as part of my family. Never once, since the first day she step into the family.

Why do an asshole has to ruin my last night before I fly off? I don't own you anything! If you fucking hate or don't want to see me so much, say so! I am very glad to move out.

有些人读太多书到没教养和没文化。在这世界上是没有谁欠谁。醒醒吧王八蛋！

3 days to go

3 more days and I be flying to 5 countries for filming. It's getting more scary than excited. I am so unsure about alot of stuffs. I got more files and documents to pack than personal wardrobes and stuffs. I don't know how to pack. I don't know what will happen overseas. I am scare that I fall sick. I am scare of all the riots and Bangkok and Ho Chin Minh City.

I need alot of encouragement and supports. I am breaking apart very soon.

10 days to go

10 more days and I be flying off for 1 month. Things aren't looking any good and tasks have been snowball. All due to a reason that I don't wana mention here cause it will make my blood pressure to raise.

Have been meeting up with friends for dinner before I leave also. Filming in overseas can be very fast, and before I know it, I am back into Singapore. Will be looking for another project when I am back. So friends... I am available for new project in late Nov onwards.

18 more days

Counting down to the day I fly. I am only left with applying for the Visas and booking of lodgings. Bought the necessay stuffs including winter jacket and 2 track shoes, only left with seeing the doctor for injection.

I believe there are stuffs that I have not buy yet and I can't think of right now. Anyway, I will think and recall soon before I leave.

24 more days to go

Am so scared suddently and it's been 8 years since I last felf this way for a project. Still have alot of stuffs to settle before we can fly off to shoot.

This is scary man. I am afraid... for the first time after so many years... since MCS days... I think I am dying off already