Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Terrible like hell
Feeling terrible
Filming isn't going too smoothly also. Haiz. Oh well, no filming is smooth anyway. Thanks to casts and crew support, if not I think I am going to break down soon. I have not been at the best of health lately and been having sleepless nights, I am getting old, physically and mentally is tearing apart.
I really am going to take a break after current project ends, either going to study short courses or holiday.
Monday, April 14, 2008
如果有一天 - 梁靜茹
曲︰郭文賢 詞︰易齊
現在也只能欣賞 唯一的合照一張
淡忘了的是那個街角
想念的是當時的微笑
生活中交錯失望 越想念就越孤單
若再被寂寞迎頭趕上 多感傷原來只是正常
你是不是也在品嚐 一個人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察覺到 多出時間看天色的變換
如果有一天 我們再見面
時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略
互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天 我們都發現
好聚好散不過是種遮掩
如果我們沒發現 就給彼此多一點時間
別問我是誰 - 王馨平
曲︰蔡議樟 詞︰蔡議樟 編︰屠穎
從沒說過愛著誰 為誰而憔悴
從來沒有想過對不對
我的眼中裝滿疲憊
面對自己總覺得好累
我也需要人來陪 不讓我心碎
讓我愛到深處不後悔
其實我並不像他們說的
那樣多刺 難以安慰
愛人的心應該沒有罪
為何在夜裡卻一再流淚
每天抱著寂寞入睡
生活過得沒有滋味
別問我是誰 請與我相戀
我的真心沒人能夠體會
像我這樣的人不多
為何還要讓我難過
別問我是誰 請和我面對
看看我的眼角留下的淚
我和你並沒有不同
但我的心更容易破碎
Saturday, April 12, 2008
What Cherlyn Tan PeiSan Means
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
Friday, April 04, 2008
Filming has not been smooth and I did more than my job duties, which alot of industry people told me that I shouldn't. "Don't spoilt the market lar Cherlyn", I wish I can just do my duties but I find it hard to say to my bosses. I will try okay, I will.
I just hope that it don't rain on the filming days and that everyone are on the "ball" on set.
Am dreaming of holidays again. God! When can I truly and really leave Singapore? Someone please save me.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Him=him?
Monday, March 24, 2008
Charming
See! So handsome! Ah! I faint liao.Sunday, March 16, 2008
Mum cooking dinner now, be having campbell soup, sandwiches and MY FAVOURITE -- MUSSELS.
Lalalalala...
Monday onwards, be very busy with drama. Have to do alot of stuffs, Saturaday will be the first day filming. Alot of things to be confirm.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Its a government hospital but they still don't have a system yet. They are still so dis-organise. Oh well... granny going to be transfer to Bright Visions Hospital to stay soon. I believe everything will be better there, cos I went there for filming before and the nurses are all very friendly.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Updates
Grandma had a fall and she is now in hospital. Her right hip bone came off, might or might not have operation. We are still waiting for the doctor's answer. From TTS, she will be moving on to Bright Vision Hospital to stay till she recovers.
Felt rather sad about it.
Current project got push back to 2 weeks.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Kallang Roar The Movie
Will be helping her on 29th Feb (430pm-1am) and 1st March (5pm-3am). I even manage to get Jeremy to help on 29th, waiting for Victor to agree to help up also. Got my younger brother to work also as one of the usher. A chance to let him knows all the hard works that we have to put in in order to make a good show.
So, I will be rather pack next week. Mon got to start to pack and tidy stuffs to move to new office. 27th and 28th will be moving office days. Then 29th morning, have to tidy new office and then go over to Kai Li's shoot.
Oh ya! 1st March, there be a press confrence for Kallang Roar The Movie. Rather excited about it. Hope that my brother, Victor and me can manage to attend.
KALLANG ROAR THE MOVIE SHOULD BE OUT IN THE CINEMA IN AUGUST. PLEASE DO SHOW YOUR SUPPORT.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Updates
I am more relax now, with the intern finding sponsors and locations. Then the AD doing the master rundowns and locations breakdowns. I just have to concentrate on the auditions and schedules for filming.
Going to play pool tonight with my AD. At least something to do instead of just going home straight after work everyday.
Moving office on 27th and 28th, last day at old office on 28th.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Manjong
At Gillian's house, at first we watch afew short films by Jeremy and Gillian. After that, I got drag into playing manjong. After afew games, and having a great tutor--Sharon Wong, I decided that I STILL DON"T LIKE MANJONG. Hahahaha.....
Now, am waiting for Jeremy to come fetch me to go Michael's house.
Friday, February 08, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year
This year has been a rather boring festive seasons for ma again.
1st day: relatives came over, played blackjack then the adults play manjong after that.
2nd day: TODAY. Went to grandma's house, which this time I have to give red packets, cos parents say that I am earning now, and grandma side all not working. Then went to a relative's house. Now, my father side relative came over and play manjong.
Tomorrow: should be doing nothing. Might or might not join Jason and Weiming at night.
Sunday: going to Michael's house for visiting at 2pm.
Start work on Monday liao. Like not rest enough ler. Cos these few days also got to wake up early. Got to work on full force when Monday starts, new drama starting really soon in March. Alot to be done. Bless me my friends.
Friday, February 01, 2008
What's Your Personality Type?
The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.
At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.
How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
为什么会这样?
我真的很累,我想他想的好累,我不知道还要这样到什么时候。好讨厌这样的自己,这样的我。朋友都说我会找到一个更好的,可是我还要等到什么时候?等多久?我只是一个普通的女人,只想找个人来爱,来疼。
这样的等待是个折磨,是很痛苦。我的心在流血,已经慢慢没感觉了。我的泪已经满的可以装满一个杯了。我好无力。真的好想死去,一了百了。
Saturday, January 26, 2008
What's up
- Auditions: still not found yet. Dying soon. Project starting in March, I need my casts! 加油!
- Locations: nothing is done, except that we can mock up 2 locations at the new office and 1 location at Michael's house (again).
- Sponsorships: Got only 2 confirm, still have alot more to find. Shit! Double shit!
- Post for Mindy: only submitted up to Ep5, still have 8 more episodes to go. Die lar! Tomorrow airing Ep4 liao, need to do first!
- Transfering copies in beta and VHS for Mandy: Should be able to settle that. It's not so much of hurry, lucky. Thanks Piao for understanding and been there when I screw up.
Just finish doing the payment for Mindy project crew, talents, extras etc.
Personal things to do:
- I need to tidy up my room this weekend, damn messy and I found ants on my desk. Not a good thing to see and discover, parents killing me soon. Can not let them know (hee hee).
- Buy new year clothes, shoes, bags, bedsheets etc
- Top up my FANCL products
- Rebonding: hair getting out of control
- Facial: need to destory my blackheads, can't stand it anymore
- Dental: need to do check up and go for polishing. Too yellow from all the smoking and drinking
I need my payment for last year soon, if not I can never do the things I want. Reach home at around 11pm plus today after helping Mary Ann with her audition recordings. The studio we went to at Millian Walk sucks! The services are bad, they are so fucking rude. Ban that place. Ellery came and help. After filming at the studio, we went to Mary Ann's house to record another piece. Went to eat dinner at Clementi, Botak Jones, really nice food and rather cheap considering the place is at coffee shop. After eating and bitching, went back to office and transfer tapes, this time Ellery did ALL the works cos I sucks at FCP. I really need to learn more about equipments and editing, all those technicial stuffs lar.
Yawn! 2:03am now, slept at almost 4am yesterday and woke at 11:45am. Eyes can not focus and open liao. Good night!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Fulfilled? No Changes?
Friday after work, went to attend Jeremy's short film. Had dinner with Kai Li (art diretor for the short film). Victor (PA and cast for the short film) and Meihui before going to the screening. After the screening, went to drink beer with Jeremy, Bryan and Victor which only Victor and I drank. Jeremy and Bryan left early, leaving only me and Victor to continue to drink. Jeremy said my blog is always so depressing, so sorry, I don't know how to be happy and most important, I don't have any happy things or events to write about.
Sat night went to my auntie's wedding anniversay. Nothing much again.
作人真无趣,好闷啊!在电视上看和听到康康专辑里的这首歌,觉得很适合我,很喜欢。请大家到这个网站听一听,可能你也和我一样爱上这首歌。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF_K6LmQQco&feature=related Please watch from timecode 00:58 onwards
歌词是这么唱的:
你眼睛會笑 彎成一道橋 終點卻是我 永遠到不了 感覺你來到 是風的呼嘯 思念像苦藥 竟如此難熬 每分 每秒 我找不到 我到不了 你所謂的將來的美好 我什麼都不要知不知道 若你懂我 這一秒 我想看到 我在尋找 那所謂的愛情的美好 我緊緊的依靠 緊謹守牢 不敢漏掉 一絲一毫 願你看到
Monday, January 14, 2008
Moving on
Another new week, moving on to a new project. Have to start doing pre-productions for the new project, which am aiming to start filming in March. Telecast in June, so time line is very tight again. This Friday got to attend Jeremy's short film screening, then this Saturday got to attend my auntie's wedding aniversary chalet. Must collect my contact lens this week.
New Project:
- Finish up 13 episodes of Master Rundowns and Locations Breakdowns
- Start the round of auditons
- Interviewing of interns starts tomorrow
Current Projects:
- Continue with the post-productions stuffs and delivery (Hate that, but still have to do it).
Company might be moving to a new venue, unsure where. Gosh! The moving of everything in current office will be tiring cos there are alot of stuffs, with all those machines, equipments etc. I want to go holiday, I want to have a break, I want my payment (most important).






