Thanks for being there

Thank you for being there for me, my friends. Be it we are still in contact now or not, everyone is still in my heart.

Love you, my dear friends.


No matter what happens, I will always remember the times we smile, laugh, cry, argue together.

No matter where you are right now, I wish you all the best and blessing from the bottom of my heart.

                                                             Sweet Mermories

Wondering and pissed

Isn't doing a great job for the locations researching job, LR just isn't in my strenght and I just hate it. Screw up quite abit that Manager has to pick up the shits for me. After this project, I swear I will never ever do any LR position again.

Going back to office to work again tomorrow, after not going back for 4 days. Damn!

13 more days and I be in Bangkok, staying in a wonderful hotel. Check up the website Pathumwan Princess Hotel, seems nice and great lor.

Been hearing alot of stuffs from friends about a couple which I am rather disppointed lar. Knowing them for years, thus hearing such stuffs about them, just make me wonder about the layer of masks they put on before meeting friends. This is so sad.

Getting a cheque tomorrow, yahoo! Although the pay is peanuts, but still can hang on for awhile before my next cheque lor. Wondering if I can get advance payment for the LR job before I go Bangkok or not.

Overlapping (Another boring post)

Have been busy and pack in my daily schedule since last week, and I am very happy about it.

Updates
30th Oct: (330-730pm)MindChamps shoot for Sylvester. Cash payment, which I ma so happy about

5th Nov: (2pm-4am)Help Don to set up the website layout

6th Nov: (1-6pm)Locations sourcing for Bridal boutiques, which I have 8 boutiques agreed to sponsors. Yahoo! Not bad consider I "comb" Tanjong Pagar and Delfi Orchard.
              (6-730pm)Sort out all the locations photos and notes for the day and while waiting for Vic
              (730pm-11pm)Meet Vic and talk cock. My usual life with Vic. Hahaha

7t8th Nov: (1030am-6pm)Locations sourcing all over Singapore, with Uncle Han driving me around. Went to alot of old folks home, hospitals. Got relatively good response though, not bad.
                 (7pm-430am)Doing up the blog for Don, uploading reels and all. That's the start of my zombie moments liao. Check up the blog http://ddonovanlee.blogspot.com/, though it's not announce to the public yet, but I just like what I did so far. It's not the best yet which I will improve on it once I got my locations sourcing all done. One of the photo that I like of Don is

               (530am-730pm)On-set for the German shoot as PA. After the day works, I find that I am actually too old to be PA already. All the moving, carrying, setting up, running around etc, are to taxing and tiring for me. I am covered with bruises just by 1 set up. Damn! On top of it, I am so zombie from not sleeping. When I finally got home and sleep, I realise that I had survived 42 hours of non-stop working. Wow! The German shoot set up is so grand and big. This is what a shoot should be lor, at least for feature film.

9th Nov: Locations sourcing again. Came face to face with a "body" waiting to get her makeup done. It's a experience that I will never wana go through again lor. Saw a house that's so grand that me and Manager fell in love with it at first sight.

10th Nov: (1030am-6pm)Working in 10Q, sending zillions of emails to seek permission in filming.

                (630pm-7pm)Interview for an event job. A waste of my time. Damn!

11th Nov: (1030am-530pm)Working in 10Q office again

                (630-7pm)Interview for a foreign job. Can sense that the interviewer likes me and my works. I have a strong feeling that I will get the job.

                (730pm-3am)Meet Benji for dinner at PS then head down to Roomful to drink. So happy that he be in HK from 12th-17th Nov. He has work hard for the 2 projects as PA, he deserved a break.

That's all I can update for now. Am so happy that I can juggle both 10Q and Absolute Artistes schedules and jobs fairly well and okay.

I sign off here. Congrats to you if you managed to read through all the way here for this post. My posts are always boring.

What's up

Finish filming for The Gang, feature film prelude on 22nd Oct. Been slacking at home during nothing since then. Orginally, should have afew projects to do as PA but things always fall apart for me. No TVC, no German tele-movie, no Jack Neo feature film. Just did a one day off thing camera work for Sylvester, received cash and that's it. Coming Thursday should have one last round at the same venue I guess.

Been sleeping at wee hours in the Morning, watching Tudou and YouTube. Keep refreshing my Facebook account for zillon times every waking hours. Life sucks man.

I just hate it when there's no projects and slacking at home makes my mind wanders.

Had dinner at Yanbin's restaurant last week, afterwhich, went Zouk with the rest. The last time I went Zouk was after Siva's wedding dinner. I never like Zouk.

Andrew is well again (I hope). Have not have the chance to meet him yet which I am still waiting for him to call me out. Miss him alot and I mean ALOT.

Finally secure a project for Victor, finally starts Absolute Artistes Management. I just got to settle my website, namecards and the rests.

Been applying to alot of jobs these few weeks in alot of fields. Hoping to receive good reply. Maybe I will end my freelance career and start another field. Maybe it's time for me to go fulltime in another field. Bread and butter = money, is very important at this point and state.

Whatever

Been busy with current project, which it's just a short film but I feel like I am doing a major drama or rather feature film already.

Am still working in Starbucks at Raffles at this hour with Producer and PM. Damn.

Face alot of new set backs and new cases. Backstabber, gossipers, unmotivated people, unwilling to work more than given people. Gosh! Whatever man!

I am known as the bitches in the group liao, and I am proud to be know as a bitch.

No offences to anyone and who-so-ever. I am just a bitch, venting my anger in the middle of the night or rather early in the morning.

Sorry should there be anyone reading this blog. I don't mean any harm or don't mean to bite. I am just me, just been me.

好心痛

我今天哭了很多次，哭到我很累。喝了约本我要戒掉的酒。我的心好痛好痛。痛到我无法不去想他。萧十一郎，你一定要好起来！

Been busy with The Gang recently, rushing out preprod, which we are filming on 4th, 12-16th Oct. Rather panic and slight stress over alot of unsettle stuffs. Lucky, I have a team of rather great PAs and PM to support me.

Unsure if he can do the project or not, cos I have not heard any reply from him yet. I really hope everything will turn up well and fine for him.

Next week will be a crazy week for me, I got to settle whatever I can settle for 4th shoot by 30th Sept. I can't do anything on 1st and 2nd cos I have to handle Sharon's gig, with the rehearsal and actual day.

The Gang will wrap rather fast, which I am panic also. Cos so far no company or rather no one book me for any other projects yet. This is sad and depressing. It's not a good sign for me.

Got to start hunting for projects soon liao. I miss the days I am super packed and busy with projects overlapping or one after another.

心痛

昨晚我听到一个很心痛的消息。我哭了，我已经很久没哭过了。我的心真的很痛很痛。

希望他真的会没事，一切会顺利。

You will be fine, you will be alright. Nothing will happen to you. You will be fine.

I outburst my anger at him, I don't mean to but I just find that it's unfair. He is already having such hard life and this thing has to happen. Why?!

You will be fine.... you will be fine...

Refresh... Itchy

Went Tioman last Fri and return back on Mon. Am totally refresh and recharge, that I hope to stay in Tioman forever.

The moment I return back home, open my email and I see alot of stuffs to do. Damn! Back to work life again.

Both of my legs are so itchy now that if I continue to scratch, I believe my legs will bleed and become worse. I had been attacked by sand flies. Damn!

Just got home from ktv session with my parents and kid brother for the 1st time. It's fun and special. Something that I will always remember.

Changes

My life needs changes and a fresh start. Have been reading up and doing research lately. Been meeting and talking to friends about it. If it all goes well, I will be doing and preparing for it next week onwards.

Been meeting up with Andrew alot lately. He is such nice guy and friend. Glad that I find him back after all these years.

Be going to Tioman on Fri. Can't wait.

Happy Updates

Wow! My schedules has been packed since I last blog. Been very happy and fullfilling days and weeks and many more to come.

27th July: Meeting for project

28th-29th July: Finding people for auditions

30th July: Went airport to welcome Moo Moo back to mainland. At night, went drinking at friend's apartment and had so much fun.

31st July: More finding of people for auditions

Aug
1st: Auditions. After that went drinking with another group of friends again.

2nd: Auditions

Today, Morning had meeting for the project again. Then after that, went home to sleep for awhile before meeting "Farms Family" for my another round of drinking. Hahahaha...

Going to upload all those photos taken today before going to sleep. Gosh! Another round of drinking later at night. Hahahaha... I will die of excess alchole very soon.

缘分

一切随缘吧。

????

Should I or should I not say?

Should I go with my guts feelings before the chance is taken away again?

I am really unsure and clueless. The type of feelings is back again. The last time I did it, I fail badly.

?????

Long lost contacts

Had a great time at today auditions. Get to see alot of long time never contact and lost contact artist friends. Glad that they are doing fine and looking great. Hope to catch up with them soon again.

1 week updates

It's been almost 2 weeks since I last blog. Time to update what I have up to lately. Start official preprod for FT with 2nd AD in a company that's so nice to lend us to use for free.

It has been okay and going on rather smoothly. Had the first round of audition last Friday. Wow! It's been very long since I did audition and first round only, I auditioned 16 people. What a record. But it turn up rather good, found our promising main leads.

2nd round of audition will be on Wed, hope that we can find more promising ones.

2nd AD, so far is not bad, rather hardworking and isn't overwhelmed by all the works given to her. Lost 1 xiaomei but found another xiaomei. That's good news for me. As a fresh grad, doing her very first official full lenght project and its a feature film, she is performing rather good and up to my expectations, for now.

Right now, I am afraid that FT will crush with TG in terms of schedules. FT is targetting to shoot from 15th Aug-23rd Sept, which TG is targetting to shoot the trailer either 1st or 2nd week of Sept. Did mention to both projects about the crush, well, 船到桥头自然直. I don't want to worried to much, things will come and form naturally.

Updates

It's been nice and great for me since my birthday.





Went to a friend's wedding last Sat. Had a fun time drinking all the wines. Had fun time catching up with the media friends. Went Zouk after the dinner, which was like alot of years since I set inside liao.



Then the next day, went to a wrap party at Loof.

This week was getting busy and ready for 2 feature films which I am very excited about. Feature A however, is making me panic. Cause there are ALOT of things to be done in a super tight timeline and budget. Feature B is something that I always want to do, a gangster movie.

I am glad that both features allow me to do them knowing that I be doing both almost the same timing. They are fine with my schedules and don't bother much about conflict of interests. So happy!

I just hope that both features will turn up great and well and fine. I just want to do all my best and make a name (hopefully).

A present that touch my heart

I really love this handmade present from Victor. Thanks! It really touched my heart.

Thanks!

Had a great birthday gathering last night. Loves all the presents. Loves all my friends who can make it. Thanks!

Happy 30th birthday

Happy birthday to me! Another year older, I don't know what to wish for anymore. Cause wishes never come true for me anyway.

It's not a great birthday month for me, with me falling sick even till now, it's not a great news.

First I had fever + sore throat. Then got flu when I went to did my hair in the salon. Now, my stomach is playing pranks on me. Feel like vomiting. Damn. I just hope I will be fine once I wake up in the morning, then I can fully enjoy myself at night when I meet my friends.

This is so sick. Damn!

Random Thoughts

Counting down to 10 more days before my big THREE ZERO birthday. I have hit the 30 mark but seems to have achieve nothing.
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GOALS AND AIMS
1) Do at least 5 feature films before next year birthday. Currently this year I have 2 on hand, the Taiwan one doesn't count.

2) Be more involve in the business, get more downlines and sponsors. Hit the Executive rank by end of this year. Be more proactive and approach more people and friends. I want to lead the financial freedom state.

3) To go to LA for the business 25th Anniversary party.

4) Keep my room neater and tidier.

5) Be more active in my products.

6) Go for a makeover shoot, to mark my 30 years on earth.

7) Stop falling in love with the wrong guys. Guys with wife and girlfriend, please stop looking for me.

8) Start taking care of my finger and toe nails. Stop peeling the skin Cherlyn.

9) Learn new skills. Like refresh pole dancing, take up hip hop, refresh wushu.

10) Take up a course. Thinking of either Business Management or Public Relations.

11) Start a hobby. Thinking of either tennis / swimming / bowling.

12) Smile more and think more positive.

13) LAST BUT NOT LEAST -- FIND SOMEONE I LOVE AND HE LOVES ME TOO.
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Have not been able to sleep early at night since the Taiwan project ends. Sleeping at ~6am and waking up at ~3pm, is driving me crazy and I believe my mum also.
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Attended the event last Sat and I really feel alot. Bought the Galvanic Spa and new hair products. They really work! My skin and hair feel better and younger.